WITHOUT JANI I AM INCOMPLETE.

Jani-Kay

Van

I haven't seen you since you were one years
old. Sometimes I imagine that you are here with me, talking of your life, your
childhood telling me of your accomplishments and your goals.

we were separated from one another when you
were 1 years old . Not a day has come and went that I don't think of you.

My sweet daughter I know things haven't been
great and you may hate me for not being in your life. But I must tell you this I
have been searching for you for over 5 years now and I finally found you. I send
you cards, letters and gifts and some how I know you haven't received them.

Your Mother told me she would throw them away I
hope she didn't

Regardless of what anyone has said about me,
there are two sides to every story. I believe you are old enough to know and
make your own mind up.

I haven't always had my life together and your
mother and I split up I went into a deep depression which was hard to come out
of I neglected to pursue parental rights which left me with no rights.

your mom vanished and I couldn't find you,
until last year.

If you see this or if a friend sees this please
understand I am not a bad person I've just made some wrong decisions Which I pay
for every day you are not with me.

Jani-Kay I love you and always have You are the
only one who kept me alive during my difficult years. The thought of seeing you
kept me alive.

Jani please write me or call

If someone is in Ada that knows her please give
this note to her so she knows I exist. and knows I need her and knows I am
looking for her I am her father.

 

SeekOn/Ada